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I'm Not Easy To Please.

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today is a day full of mixed feelings.i feel happy yet sad,cherished yet unappreciated.

but still,i'm glad that grandpa's surgery was a success and hopefully he'll be discharged tmr.thank u raymond for the kindness and the apos for the concern.

never thought i'd say this but,it's okay not to be okay.i shld know.

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you don't even bother to try anymore.that's it,i'm done here.i won't hold on to any hopes anymore,just gonna let nature take its course

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the boyf complained that i've lost weight.how?i don't wanna be too skinny and too fat.i just wanna be average.but it seems like it's not gonna be easy at all.but whatever.i'm still who i am.he loves me for who i am.and i'm grateful for that:)

i'm actually supposed to be asleep now cause i told the boyf that i would be sleeping,as i'll be meeting the girls for our cooking session at r's place later at noon but somehow i just can't fall asleep.what's wrong with me?

whatever that is,i truly hope that my body clock will be adjusted by the time school reopens in another week's time.till here,i just wanna rant on something.

boy,as much as you're trying your best to fit in this world,you gotta admit:there's no place in this world for someone like you.watching you fail repeatedly gives me so much pleasure.you're welcome.

guess i shall try to fall asleep now.till here

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my two adorable angels.what more can i ask for?:D

yum yum.i just had my fav supper of all time-maggie mee goreng. though it cannot be compared with my mum's but still,i love it<3

so i spent the day eating,lying on the bed,watching gossip girl(am still watching),eating again and nothing else.some may say i lead a boring life,some may say i'm wasting my time away but they clearly do not know me well.

i'm someone who loves to spend time alone.because when i'm alone,i get to think of many things.things in the past,present or future.ppl who knows me well would know that i like to shop alone and study for my exams alone(most of the time).so if u think u know me well,prove it,show me that u know me.

okay i think i'm done here.before i continue with the gg shows,i just wanna wish my beloved shiyi a happy belated birthday,and my awesome pohyee a very happy birthday:) time passed so quickly!and i'm gonna turn 18 soon:D

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it's 2.24am and i'm wide awake

b,i just hope u know that no matter what u're gng thru,it may seem tough,i know i can't relate to what u're feeling now but i just want u to know,it may not be easy to move on but it will be worth it.trust me,i shld know.
text u at 3 later.love u.

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yesterday:
went for py's advanced 18th bday celebration!the venue was nice and cold haha.it went alright i guess?i just can't wait for the photos to be uploaded,that's all!
today:
headed all the way to boonlay,the other side of spore,to meet my dears to cook!we shopped for some groceries and cooked at r's new place,thanks a lot:) her new place is so damn beautiful!it's the kind of house that i always wanted to live in.cozy,warmth..u know:) and oh thanks f for the cooking and volunteering of washing up the plates:) went back home at around 7plus after shopping with w and she bought herself a......secret:)

sth random:
last night b called me and told me sth which i already knew of.ok the story goes like this.someone posted on his fb profile "i miss u!!!" and i saw that but i kept quiet.he then called me and told me,and asked if i was being angry or not.of course i was not,silly!!!but more importantly,i'm very very grateful that he's being honest with me everytime!after he told me that,he even asked me whether can he reply back the post.omg he's just so caring about this little things.and that's why i love him more and more:) ok back to the story,after he told me that,i asked him why not i post sth on his profile too?hahahaha that's just how crazy we two are!so i posted sth for him and.......he wrote sth on his own profile.although it's just a status to most ppl but for me......it's the sweetest thing ever.he wrote,"love you to the max my dear.nothing can stop me from loving,thinking and missing u sweetheart.i love u the most in this world.always have,always will.:)" WHEN I FIRST SAW IT,I COULD NOT BELIEVE IT.CAUSE IT'S JUST TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.THANK U SO MUCH B:)

last thing.u know what i'm thinking?i'm thinking of......using capital letters to text ppl/reply text.PLS DON'T CALL ME CRAZY

k I'M MEETING MY DEARS AGAIN TMR AT 1PM.BOONLAY BUT I'M STILL NOT TIRED.GUESS I'LL WATCH GG.LOVE IT!BYE PPL.

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"If you fall for me
I'm not easy to please
I'mma tear you apart
Told you from the start,baby from the start"

I'M CRAZILY IN LOVE WITH TAIO CRUZZZZZZZZZZZZ:D

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saturday:
class bbq!!!totally loved the weather.it was super awesome!until the ending part.it almost rained when we were clearing up.but still,4.5/5!!!:D

sunday:
happy father's day to my one and only daddy in my life!:) thanks for everything so far,the lectures the advices the food the money,everything!i will repay back to u when i grow up and earn lots of money:) so on sunday my grandparents,aunts,uncles and cousins came over to our place and had our celebration as usual.the adults played mahjong and the cousins watched movies on the net,played psp and chit-chatted.i love gatherings like this<3 and oh the highlight of the day was that i lost my phone at home-.- the cousins were like literally helping me to find it but we just couldn't find.headed out at night to sing kbox but my elder sis and i didn't joined them last min.we went back home and i finally found my phone!!!!!i called it and suddenly i could feel the vibration near my study table and guess where it was it............my pencilbox.seriously?!!!!but still i'm proud of myself that i found it on my own hehe:)

monday(ytd):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO INSYIRAH!!!:D
I stayed at home and took care of the two kids until night.headed out to meet him to a&e to get another doctor's letter.the service was super fast,I MEAN SUPER FAST!less than 15mins and we were done!chit-chatted with the people there afterwhich and i can't wait for our next outing with them,SNOW CITY!:D supper over at geylang and headed back home.love him!:)

will be heading out soon to get some impt stuffs.tmr will be celebrating py's advanced bday!can't wait to see her and our friends!:) and oh speaking of bday,I CAN'T WAIT FOR 3RD JULY TO ARRIVE QUICKLY:D love love love!bye!

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Liam.90210.don't he look simply astonishing?:)

hi blogger!i'm back from the camp!to summarize everything up:

1.i was in the blue team together with lya(thank god for her!),xiangling(the taylor swift die-hard fan),ayu(the teacher's pet in faiz's class),victor(monkey) and weixiang(faiz's classmate + tchouckball national player) and oh ever since the first time i saw him with faiz,u know what?he looks like the combination of malcolm and stuart.like literally.except that m plays bball,s plays badminton and wx plays...tchouckball.haha i kept forgetting to let them know about this.like super seriously to me i feel he look like them.

2.our team was weirdly the only one with the fewest members.but still,we did not let that affect us and participated in all activities.from the amazing race to the waterbomb to the nightwalk especially the maze I LOVE IT because our team only needed one try and we passed through the maze together smoothly:) ok back on track,today we had some team bonding games and lastly,the FINAL BATTLE where all the teams ganged up and defeated the SC!i gotta admit that i find the second day of camp more exciting and fun:)

3.finally managed to make some new friends from different courses,from business to product design and more.i hope to see them around in sch when it reopens and hopefully we'll smile and say hi to each other:)

4.before the camp ended,we had a pass-a-note thing going on and we were allowed to exchange notes to anyone involved in the camp.so i wrote to some of them and some wrote to me hehe.i have already kept them in my secret box:) anyway some were really funny and touching!am not gonna share it here,gotta be discreet hehe.

5.so it was the prize presentation ceremony and as expected,our team was the last one to be called at because honestly speaking,what award could we won?we wasn't really expecting anything at all.until they announced our team and said that we won the best teamwork award...really can't believe that our team won the best teamwork award!because u see,after our dinner last night,our leader victor went off claiming that he had a personal family matter to attend to.so only left the 5 of us.today morning after the bonding games,ayu had to left because of her cca.so left only 4 of us.can u imagine?when the rest of the grps had at least 6-8 members...but that doesn't really matter to us.because we 4 really trusted and worked with one another.the four of us only have each other to rely on.i loved the fact that during our activities,we encouraged each other non-stop like really NON-STOP and even though there's 4 of us,we could still cheered louder and better than some of the teams.hehe.and oh weixiang became our next leader and i'm so proud of him,he won the best camper award!:) i really am proud of u boy.u proved urself wrong to the others:)

6.back home with super lots of goodies.am seriously drained out now.only had 3hrs of slp.all thanks to somebody who is so demanding and dominating.treated me like her dog.luckily i am smart enough to get away from her.if not.i don't even dare to imagine the consequences.but still,the camp was quite an enjoyable one:)

7.GOING TO TAKE A NAP NOW.CLASS BBQ TMR.A BRAND NEW DAY AWAITS FOR ME.BYE BYE ALL.

ok this ain't really a summary.but who cares.i had fun.and i bet team blue had fun too:)

credits to lya:) that guy in the middle?is our legendary leader cum BEST CAMPER:D and i still seriously think he looks like malcolm and stuart.haha!

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gave him a call because i just miss him too much.and when he answered the phone,he did not greeted me with his usual hello.instead,he sounded serious and said immediately,"know what?i was about to call u.i was already about to press call when u called.now u know why i love u?"

i do.

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yesterday i received a shocking call from him.he got into an accident and requested me to accompany him to the hospital.i didn't even know why but i fucking rejected him.all i knew was that i wanted him to see the doc and get it over and done with.i didn't understand why i turned down his request.until........

i gave a long thought about it and i slowly remembered that one day when i fall sick,i called him and he immediately rushed down and meet me.although he was super sleepy and had to work on the same night,he did not mind a single bit.he accompanied me from the time i waited for my turn to be registered until i paid the bill.i felt blessed with him around but at the same time,i knew i wasn't worth of his love and time.why did he choose to love me?why did he choose to spend him free time with me?why did he choose me to be the one for him?i have so many million questions inside my head.

but i think i have the answers now.to the most of my questions.like what he said,"i choose to love you because i know that you are the one for me.you will be the one who i will spend the rest of my life with,the one who i will have kids with and shower them with love,respect everything that we can.i want you to be a good mother to my children,and a good grandmother to my grandchildren.for that,i love you."

i know that no matter what i say can't prove much to how i really feel right now.but i'm certain how i feel.towards him.everything about him.although sometimes we disagree on some issues,we give each other time to reflect and cool down before settling down to talk things out.now,this is one thing which i'm proud of myself.i am glad that i am finally able to talk things out with the one i love.but it's the little disagreements and quiet moments that make us cherish our relationship.for that,i truly love him.

so after receiving his call,i prepared and we headed to sgh a&e.for freaking 4 hrs.we waited and waited and did all the necessary tests...and luckily everything was alright.honestly speaking,i was scared out of the hell but i had to be brave in front of him.i know i have to.so i was really delighted that everything was back to normal.we drove back home with the help of his friend,thank you friend:)

all in all,words can't,really can't,express how blessed and lucky i feel with him around in my life.although we don't get to meet everyday but it doesn't matter to me at all.really.as long as we have each other in our hearts.i believe that we'll be able to....over come anything and everything.trust,communication and honesty.that's all we need to keep our relationship going.

can't wait for 3rd july to arrive.camping at ecp and countdown for my 18th bday.i want you to be the first person to wish me happy birthday at 12am on the dot.because i know i won;t regret this,i will not:)

will be away for the student councilor's camp.fully packed this week.i miss my old friends.all of them...

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i feel so fucking guilty now.

god,pls bless him with good health and nothing else.that's all i ask for.for now it's too late for me to do anything.it's just too late

rmb that u r a strong and brave man who can overcome anything against all odds.i love u

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"don't worry about people from your past.there's a reason they didn't make it to your future."

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since now i'm free and still deciding whether shld i head to my grandma's place not......i shall update here.

so last night wasn't really that awesome,but i could see that we all tried to have fun tgt.the guys came to pick me up at 8pm and we headed to pylb first as they have some work stuffs to settle.i managed to see mr.singh and chat with him for awhile:) afterwhich we moved on to orchard cineleisure and it was the first time that the guys came to orchard.so they were quite amazed and......shocked to see so many ppl when it's already 9plus pm!i told them that it's normal cause orchard is like that,when it comes to friday nights and weekends.we waited for aliena to arrive and had kfc for dinner before watching the movie,killer.

at first the guys totally thought the movie is about fighting,killing all....but little did they expect that it was actually a comedy show haha!they were caught off guard.but still,they did not complain one bit except for t who was slping most of the time during the movie cause he did not have any slp at all before meeting us.the movie was not bad!i like ashton kutcher:)

next we headed to clarke quay and met the other guys and wanted to go clubbing at rebels but because i'm still not 18 yet(YES DAMN IT) we changed plans and went into this club where anyone is allowed to go in and party till 4am.we went in and started to order drinks and watched ppl dance along to latin music.YES latin music.then came r&b,hip-hop songs and we danced for 1hr plus before we changed plans again.it was my first time clubbing and seriously,i don't think that ppl who goes clubbing are bad influence ppl.why?lazy to explain ah.but one thing i don't like about clubbing is that,there's bound to be someone/more than 1 ppl who got wasted and can ruin your whole night of fun.like literally.last night we saw quite many ppl who got wasted and need to be carried/hold on while walking.and also.....teenagers vomiting along the paveways.tell me about it.

lastly we headed to ecp and had our usual heart-to-heart talks until 5.15am and we called it an end:) but no pictures were taken:( drove aliena back to yck,then me back home.reached home around 6.30am earlier on and slept until 1.30pm.no food to eat,everyone's out,shld i head over to my grandma's?

b is planning to bring me go sky-dining on my bday which i oppose cause i don't want him to spend so much money on me.so he suggested camping instead.sounds interesting?so most prolly he will be the first person to spend my one and only 18th bday:) i love u so much that i can see myself so differently,i'm no longer who i used to be in my previous r/s.thank u for listening to me all the time and i love the way we talk things out and try to find solutions tgt.i love u:)

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so i just woke up from my 3hrs of nap!

sch this week had been surprisingly smooth and awesome!had so much fun playing bowling with the class,i passed my napha test,i finally finished my first group project,i finally can officially RELAX and TAKE THINGS SLOWLY during this holidays.

later tonight i'll be heading out to watch movie to celebrate aliena's birthday.happy awesome birthday dear:D hopefully will get to see syed ahmed all after the movie! i miss friends like them.

my weekends are fully packed for this week and next week.weekdays=project meetings!and lastly i'm so happy because i got selected to work in f1 race and guess what,6 out of 8 signed up and we all got in:D F1 here we come!!!

okay that shld be all.for now.bye!

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sometimes,it's scary just to think how much destiny we have with each other.

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managed to survived through another week of hell in school.why hell?fuck school.fuck the clashing deadlines and last minute announcements.but well i guess life is unfair?whatever that is.i just wanna stay at home and rest,have some time alone and revise the topics during my weekend.i just wanna not think,and do.but it all seem so impossible,why is that so.........

i'm forever yours,faithfully

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