Date : Wednesday, July 28, 2010
Time : 8:39 PM
Title : unnecessary matters.

so much drama has been happening.so much that i can't even differentiate who are my true friends now,and who's not.sigh.why must there be so much drama going on?i really hate this.plus the fact that i miss my old friends so much.sihui,grace,paul and malcolm.when are we meeting up?i really wish that it will be after grace's o-lvls.i miss you all too much already......

i really don't believe what miss dorcas said.after we graduate from the school,the hard and bad times and conflicts during project works with your friends will be what you'll miss the most...really?all i know is that this course is never as it seems.


insyirah,you're calling me a follower?i guess you don't know me well enough.i am never and never will be a follower.it'd do me good if you stop assuming things by yourself or with your little group of friends.because as far as i'm concerned,you're the only one who we can see,trying so hard to dominate your little group.and i still can't believe that you and x could actually be good friends now when actually,you were the one who told us that x was such a bitch...rmb?

Date : Friday, July 23, 2010
Time : 10:14 PM
Title :

i wanna bring him go to 'build a bear workshop' and get him something from there for his birthday :>


what a week full of drama and unbelievable stuffs...but still it never fails to make me laugh inside.i must always expect the unexpected.

i managed to finally watched 'despicable me' with the girls plus a lot more from the class.i only find it funny during some parts,don't understand why people said it was very nice to watch.guess i was feeling unwell still while watching,that;s why i didn't focused much on the movie?well whatever that is.it was worth the time watching and bonded much more with the rest :> took bus home after the movie and it was a poor 50 mins bus ride,so i slept on the bus.reached home and slept again.yes,for the past few days i have been doing nothing but sleep,eat a little,online awhile and sleep again.pig right!but it's actually the medicine effects hehe.

went to sch super early today for the meeting and i felt much better after that!school as usual but it ended early at 11am,so i went to fetch rayden from his school at 12pm and slept again for 5 hours straight and here i am,online,watching super nanny,downloading new songs and everything.

will be away to msia during the weekend!can't wait for it because we'll be going as a whole family after so many years and this time round,our cousins will be joining!hehe can't wait to eat,shop and catch up with one another over there:>

wow what a lengthy post....but nvm,i like it hehe.i'll try to bu chewing gum for the girls!<3 and b,pls do get well soon.i don't wanna see u sick when i'm actually getting better.love ya!

Date : Thursday, July 22, 2010
Time : 1:38 AM
Title :

21 july 2010.

a day full of changes,emotions,fakes and love:> shall skip the bad parts,forward to the good part.i got to meet b despite feeling sick and tired ever since morning but boy,i did felt better when i saw him!so we met and he listened to me when i ranted all about the bad stuffs which happened today and.......he told me something which he had been hiding from me since day 1.after he told me,i really could felt his sense of relief!i'm so glad to have such an honest and caring boyf:> as long as you're honest with me b:>

anyway i'm not gonna say what it is.all i can say is,i'm very contented with my life right now,with the boyf,family members,my small group of faithful friends,the awesomest friend in the whole wide world and especially to YOU because you are giving a damn about me,thou in not a very positive manner but still,i wonder how come you have so much time to bother about my own life,and other people's as well?could it be because you are so free until you have nothing to do?despite having a boyf already.oh no,should i say,"BOYFRIEND"?whatever it is......you are out of my world already,girl.

Date : Monday, July 19, 2010
Time : 9:20 PM
Title : hyprocrites

a new link as at 19 july 2010.

only close good friends will be able to read and understand my inner thoughts and all.just a few close friends will do.so if you find yourself reading this.....what more should i say?:>


hyprocrites.everywhere in the world.so many until it scares the hell out of me.but at the same time,it's quite funny to see and observe how hyprocries act nicely in front of ppl they dislike.so funny that sometimes we as outsiders,can totally see that it's fake but to them,maybe it's just a game. oh my goodness.talking about hyprocrites....my class has many.all over the place.wonderful.even my teacher can sense something.tsktsk. whatever that is.it is none of my business and even if some ppl still act nicely of me,i would just say 'yeah sure thanks' and walk away.because i'm not like them.

life's fine,work's fine,school's fine,i'm fine.

Date : Friday, July 16, 2010
Time : 12:53 AM
Title :

it's turning 0100 and i must wake up at latest 0600 later.life has been a bitch recently.i should have known that it won't be soon before long...

project is slowly killing me.just when i thought everything was going smoothly...well,some things just have to cock up last min.sigh.i feel like shit.

i'm not gonna elaborate much.i just want to record this down cause i wanna remember how it feels like.to do last min work.have last min changes.to realize that i'm racing against time and actually,i'm not who i used to be anymore.

and it sucks to know that i'm no longer strong,determined and confident anymore.not now...it really sucks.

and i really wanna know what is it about.why can't u just tell me?if u don't wanna let me know,don't tell me in the first place...

Date : Sunday, July 11, 2010
Time : 11:40 PM
Title :

worked ytd and today!it was pretty good with the nice staffs and visitors...except for today.bloody visitor dared to asked me to do some self reflection.whatever.it's not my prob anyway.whatever that is.b drove me home after work,thanks a lot:> and i loved it when we two talk about anything,everything,nothing...

back to sch tmr,i don't want any monday blues,i want spain to win world cup,i want tmr's cooking session to be as fun as possible,i love u b,byebye.

Date : Thursday, July 8, 2010
Time : 11:59 PM
Title :

8th!:>

Date : Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Time : 8:16 PM
Title :

465 fb bday greetings in total:>

gonna type my assignment now.and sleep early tonight.bye!

Date : Monday, July 5, 2010
Time : 10:37 PM
Title :

the 18th birthday was simply splendid,with the right companions and right timing.firstly,thanks to all those who had wished me through fb,fb messages,texts and calls!:> i felt so unique and touched when u guys wished me:)next,thanks for the birthday gifts,dear:> thanks family for the steamboat dinner and more imptly,thanks mummy for the birthday money!:> this has been the most simple and delightful birthday ever:>

i'll not be free on weekends anymore.starting from this week.unless for emergencies.gonna be as busy as a bee.btw,first day back in sch today!i was feeling super lethargic.monday blues.but it all went away when the girls and i went to j8.we had lunch and bought earrings tgt from diva hehehe,my new fav shop:) back to school for ms d's lesson and finished school.this term's gonna be a very short one so i guess i'll be more serious in my work and less crazy,well at least that's what i'm hoping for.but girls,i'll still be myself when i'm with ya'll!:>

really can't wait for the yog holidays to start.i need to start studying alry.girls,rmb our plan:) and so much more to come!till here,xoxo


thanks for everything on my bday:>