Date : Monday, June 28, 2010
Time : 1:06 AM
Title :

the boyf complained that i've lost weight.how?i don't wanna be too skinny and too fat.i just wanna be average.but it seems like it's not gonna be easy at all.but whatever.i'm still who i am.he loves me for who i am.and i'm grateful for that:)

i'm actually supposed to be asleep now cause i told the boyf that i would be sleeping,as i'll be meeting the girls for our cooking session at r's place later at noon but somehow i just can't fall asleep.what's wrong with me?

whatever that is,i truly hope that my body clock will be adjusted by the time school reopens in another week's time.till here,i just wanna rant on something.

boy,as much as you're trying your best to fit in this world,you gotta admit:there's no place in this world for someone like you.watching you fail repeatedly gives me so much pleasure.you're welcome.

guess i shall try to fall asleep now.till here