Date : Saturday, August 7, 2010
Time : 12:19 AM
Title :

so many things has happened.really.so many things.

since this is my personal blog which only some friends whom i trust a lot can read this so i guess i'll just type whatever i really feel and all.


i have no idea why but i have a feeling that my relationship with thenna is getting nowhere at this point of time.maybe it's due to my school and sc stuffs.maybe it's due to his work schedule.maybe it's both.i really don't know.at first i'm been trying hard to keep this relationship going but as time goes by,i got tired eventually.like right now.i really have no more energy to keep holding on.i just feel like giving up.on us.i know this may sound harsh,but i don't know whether i still have feelings for him or not.god i really don't know what to do now.my heart says to tell him what i'm feeling right now.and see what will be his reaction.but he may break down and blame himself...which i don't want it to happen because it's not his fault that i'm feeling like this.

i really don't know what to do.